May 2013
56 posts
It's Raining!
Gah! Middle School Formal tonight. 14 has her dress, we’re getting her hair done, boyfriend’s mom is paying for them to have a fancy meal at a restaurant first. And it’s raining. I hope her hair holds out.
So cute. She made me go over the menu with her so she’d know what to order. BF’s mom had to go over paying and tipping with a debit card with him.
So I have to...
“Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the...”
– N’tima (via myfleshdress)
This used to be us. Still is. We just need to find it.
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Maybe something can be salvaged...
I may venture into the land of “Too Much Information” at times in this post, so I’ll apologize ahead of time.
First, I’m gonna say that trying to come back, after someone has told you they want a divorce, is hard. It’s hard to be intimate again. It’s hard to believe him when he whispers sweet nothings. It’s hard to believe he means what he says if he...
Presents!
So the art teacher gave me a vase he made and a mom brought me some roses she cut from her garden today!
A big improvement over the c word woman who yelled at me because she had to wait 10 seconds after ringing the doorbell for me to buzz her in. But now I know where her daughter gets her crappy attitude.
Oh and she’ll have to wait even longer next time. Just because.
And guess what!...
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ALL CELLS WERE NORMAL !!!
Do you ever feel like a cat on it’s 5th or 6th life?
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And then your 9 year old son comes in the room...
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Rough Day
I’ve been feeling really lonely lately,. Imagine that…in a house full of people. Tried to reach out to a friend but it felt awkward, forced; and normally we just “click.” So ended up staying up very late searching for a pendulum for a clock. I know right.
And it carried over into today. I was up after only 4 hrs sleep. We didn’t do anything to celebrate, which...
Meh
Well, time to go take the lenses out. They're...
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What I Do
I was really enjoying my job this morning. No really. I was happy, it was calm, the kids were excited about Prom. Too bad it didn’t last.
You know that child, the one who respects nothing, has no boundaries and is just plain mean to everyone and you’re all “WHY? HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN TO A CHILD?!?” Then you meet her mother…and you’re all “WELL, THERE YOU...
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Stuffs
There’s a community meeting in, oh, 6 mins, but I’m not going, The super wants us to all be there, but my boss knows why and she’s fine with it. I told her by all means, if he asks, feel free to tell him I said I just had something cut away from my cervix so I feel entitled to go home and put my feet up after a non-stop 10 hr day.
I even ate my staff appreciation lunch at my...
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Wait I have good news too!
18 won a $500 scholarship today. So like, her beer is paid for the first few weekends of school.
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Probably more truth than you want...
I spent the afternoon here:
What was supposed to be a routine exam turned into “Did anyone ever tell you that you tore your cervix?”
“How about a cyst? Did they ever mention a cyst?” (She’s the new NP at my Doc’s practice)
“I’m sorry. Are you OK? I’m just trying to determine if this is scar tissue, or maybe a polyp.”
“Would...
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Status Update ... literally
I wasn’t on-line much this weekend. There was a lot of thinking, talking, crying, and negotiating going on. MAN WAS THAT FUN!
The result of this ordeal? My marital status will not be changing after all.
We’re going to work on things and try to save the marriage. Apparently, it wasn’t that easy to walk away from nearly 17 years of memories, love, 5 children, and shared...
I pull the wings off butterflies, too.
Kidding!. I’m kidding. I jest.
Disclaimer: There were no butterflies harmed in the making of this tumblr post. Ever.
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Um, thanks I pass.
His “work” got 5 extra iPads that they weren’t charged for? Does no one think that error might be corrected in the future? Jesus, I know when a ream of paper is missing from the supply closet. And that doesn’t cost nearly the same as an iPad. Someone will catch on to this mistake.
And just on morals alone, if his “work” (which tells me he is...
Observations
I think I am rapid cycling through the five stages of grief. I seem to have jumped from grieving into rage. As I mentioned to Liz yesterday, I was pulling into the driveway after work when I saw him leaning over the lawnmower and for a brief second, my foot perched above the gas pedal, I thought about pulling a Clara Harris and stomping on the gas! I thought better of it and pulled into the...
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Five
I don’t know if it’s the swollen puffy eyes, or if I didn’t put my monovision lenses in the right eyes, but I haven’t been able to see very well today. I think it’s the lenses!
I’ve lost 7lbs in two days.
I took a couple of sleeping pills last night so I could sleep, hence I was less of a basketcase at work today than I was yesterday.
Trying to sort out 17...
